From the Later Journals

1959 - 1/12

 
Dreamed of being with Master a long, wonderful one - awoke so full of joy from the blessed contact.

1960 - 4/17

 
April 17th Easter. Meditation 6-8:30 Drove up to ski lift - snow everywhere except on road. Ate breakfast up there - seeing peak. Drive through pines to 7,800 elevation. My longing for all this - at Rainier or Hood came about at Shasta - more perfectly than I could imagine, and so completely unexpected. Each blessed wish granted. Thank You God and Guru. Thank You!

1980 - 7/14

 
After a week or so of practice can do the _____ tongue position again. Had let go due to other health problems. Glad to be able again, for Kriya practice.

1985 - 6/28

 
Tonight around 9:30 I was thinking of Master and the OM came so loud - prevading me with such a great peace. I was 'still' and absorbed in it - then of the loved words of the OM song - then to think of the centers - and then to remember so many special times with Master and his words to me. The times also in the super conscious state [during sleep] so wonderful. The peace fills my mind, feeling, body and thoughts. Thank you Master so much for your great blessings that are still with me as I write.

1987 - 10/5

 
The joy of God entered my heart during meditation tonight - most wonderful. In it the blessing of God, Master, and our Paramgurus. God so tangible - such a special blessing. Pure divine joy.

1959 - 1/3

 
Early,early this morning I woke and sat up in bed to meditate, lifted by a fragrance, deep, wonderful - telling me my Guru was here - With blessing through his presence. God! God! God! a little later I went to the other room, and as I rose the fragrance was in one place I passed. Later in the day I turned directly in 'Whispers' to these words 'This Royal Bee of Thine will drink no other honey but that which is graced by thy perfume.' How lovely the words 'Denying myself the honey of all pleasures at last I found the ambrosia hidden in thy Lotus - heart.' and 'Now I will roam no more, for thy aroma has quenched the Perfume - thirst of my soul.' Thank you, thank you, thank you, Blessed Guru, For coming. God, I love thee. God, I thank thee.

1974 - 3/22

 
Sr.B came up to see house - all A.M. there - Then planning commission, then city street department. Learned the house is about ON the earthquake fault - probably could not get building permit - This answer to my intuitive feeling came in late afternoon just before they were to leave - with approval - and it changed this to NO. I was so peaceful about this. Sr. B said to keep looking.

1960 - 8/6

 
Affirmation I am feeling and using. I sail in a sea of mystic light into the infinite sea - I sail with Christ on a still blue sea into a star of light.

1985 - 4/13

 
Tonight the OM came resounding in my ears and through me - bringing a great thankfulness, peace and contentment - thoughts of God - Spirit and Master filling my mind. (my first words in this diary - 1985)