From the Later Journals

1981 - 12/15

Affirmation in meditation was - 'God, please come into the stillness of my Soul,' and I threw out thoughts and only had the yearning for God - deep yearning.

1981 - 10/7

Chant I love! Take possession of my body. Take possession of my thoughts. Take possession of my soul. Make my body omnipresent. Fill my heart with divine love. Let my thoughts reflect thy wisdom. Let my soul shine with thy light.Great new understanding about myself - my attitude in life - and blessedness of feeling God here, always present with me.

1981 - 10/6

Blessing of God's presence in pervading peace - so wonderful - for hours in afternoon.Note: What I called 'Peace' was like being in heaven, cannot describe it otherwise. I didn't want to shout in joy - rather to be still and absolutely contented. A Holy Feeling.

1981 - 9/25

After a day of pain and misery I was suddenly peace-filled and felt God with and in me - and all around me - such great peace. Thought was stilled - it was real silence. Master's song a reality: 'In the Temple of Silence' for silence is God's environment.

1981 - 9/21


After going to bed I was suddenly peace-filled and felt God within me and all around me - such great peace. Thought was stilled - it was all in real silence.

1981 - 9/17

Spent all night in prayer - in peace and joy and close to God. Quiet in mind and body and emotions - so attuned in prayer to God, Master and Paramgurus. So bathed in the peace - then after 6 a.m. sleep - woke in ordinary consciousness. Such a difference!

1981 - 9/14

Re-reading 'The Way of a Pilgrim' and my prayers to God and Master, so treasured, to feel ever closer in atunement. Prayer - To feel the vastness of spirit within my consciousness.

1981 - 8/21

Awoke after a long dream of being with Master at Santa Barbara area and home there. The peace with it, and absence of mind busy with thoughts. So peaceful.

1981 - 1/28

A tremendous blessing of peace in stillness after Kriya - of Master and Paramgurus. I could mistily see their presence - mind so still. Such a spiritual help to keep this lifted state of consciousness.

1980 - 6/5

Tonight at 10:30 P.M. a blessing. Master and the Gardenia fragrance. So lovely.