A tremendous blessing of peace and stillness after Kriya - of Master and Paramgurus. I could mistily see them. Mind so still. Such a spiritual help to keep this lifted state of consciousness.
A tremendous blessing around me. Last night was there - today increased. God, my Guru and Paramgurus answered prayer. May it continue - a happiness - inner peace - and a feeling of graciousness, about all the glow of spiritual joy. Thank you God and Holy Ones. I have another wonderful feeling - as if the Holy Ones came to take some kind of care of plans, of me. That I needn't puzzle or take any charge mentally. I feel 'in their care' especially in their care, now and each day. As a doctor may leave a patient to 'mend alone,' but he is aware and comes at the moment new directions require his knowledgable care. It is a blessed feeling - Holy Ones in my life always - but with their presence in this way. A sacred feeling - I hardly should try to interpret it- even with words here. I'll just relax in the sense of the Eternal pevading me. Master's words 'Concentrate on the Immortality, and not on the changes.' Remembrance of the unchanging eternal Self.
Long thoughts remembering the wonder of Babaji's presence three times - when I was aware. Tremendous blessings twice, and seeing him close by me the third time. Long in presence of him - with L.M., S.Y. and Master - all. Once beside me, bestowing holy vibrations through me.
Awoke in wonderful deep peace - thought of Master and Paramgurus.
The 18th was truly a spiritual healing for me, from Sri Yukteswar. As actual as if it were visible - attuning me to God, without the insulation of events and other acts. A true blessing.
Memorable day - seeing Master 1925. Seeing Master and 3 Paramgurus in 1972 on this date - 4 together - I with them - in long clear vision.
The tremendous blessings of yesterday morning meditations not repeated today - even with the same effort and devotion. The Grace is that - and one must keep on and it comes when God, Guru and Paramgurus will it - or perhaps bestow their Grace.
Midnight January 1, 1976. The New Year begins with prayers to God, Guru, and Paramgurus - seeing the holy ones in vivid clarity of remembrance and feeling tangible peaceful blessings.
Memorable date 1st seeing Master 49 years ago today - vision of 4 Masters (Guru and Paramgurus) 2 years ago today. Plus blessing last year on this date.